Perspectives on a year of change
I spent the last five years of my life starting-up and running a design agency in Chicago. A year ago, I left that agency and moved my family to San Francisco to work for Uber.
A lot of people ask about my about my transition to Uber. Polite people ask, “What drove you to Uber? How does it compare to running your own company?”, while others exclaim “Why would you leave your own shop to work there?!”
I want to shed light on my personal decision-making process and my transition from a small Mid-West agency to big tech Bay Area.
A tough choice
This was the toughest career decision I’ve made to date. I was extremely proud of my team and the work we were doing in Chicago. In some ways it was a dream job — I loved working with everyone on the team, they were like family, and I hand selected most of the projects we worked on.
After running the studio for a few years, I noticed I was growing distant from the work. The bigger we grew, the more time I spent with business operations: reviewing contracts, selling to prospective clients, and worrying about our sales pipeline.
I used to have an internal debate with myself — is this the natural step? I’ve spent so much time honing my design craft…do I hang up the gloves and get serious about operations? I even considered obtaining a law degree so I could save money on hiring lawyers. In a weird way, I started feeling selfish for wanting to spend more time doing work with the team rather than managing the operations of the business.
To my surprise, it was the people, not the work, that had the biggest impact on me.
Around that time, Uber reached out. I had a few introductory conversations that piqued my interest, and I eventually decided to spend a couple days getting to know the leadership team. I had no real intention of joining Uber at this time, but I was genuinely curious to learn more.
To my surprise, I felt a strong connection almost instantly. The work was very forward-thinking and exciting, but it was the people that had the biggest impact on me. I felt that I was surrounded by my peers and many people I could learn a great deal from.
Over the years, I had made the rounds through some of the big tech companies (consulting and interviewing), but never felt compelled to make the jump. Uber felt different, it was the first time I could really see myself in another company.
The right home for me needs to be a little chaotic — I need to work somewhere that doesn’t have it all figured out.
I’m a huge tech nerd and I write tons of code. But I’m a designer at heart, and I’ve built my career around combining the two. I loved the experience of building and mentoring a team and the thrill of running a business. I also taught at a university on the side and loved that too.
Long story short, finding a new home isn’t an easy task for me. The right home for me needs to be a little chaotic — I need to work somewhere that doesn’t have it all “figured out”….somewhere I can experience a lot of variety and not be pigeonholed. A place that affords the opportunity to impact culture, mentor others and shape the team. Most importantly, I need to work on something I personally connect with and believe in.
After a whirlwind tour and a bunch of inspired conservations, I headed back to Chicago. Even after a great experience at Uber, I still wasn’t ready to make the leap.
But something happened when I got back. All of a sudden, my whole world felt really small. I couldn’t help but feel distracted by thoughts of working on something “bigger”.
Around that time, out of the blue my wife also had a good opportunity to move her career to San Francisco. So after six months of mental toiling, we decided to take the leap.